Yeah..I admit I like him ♥ but I never really had the courage to say it to him. I dont wanna look dumb and i dont wanna lose our friendship :))
We've became super close when we were in third year..notebook nia .notebook ko din ..lapis nia ..lapis ko din ..pagkain nia ..pagkain ko din .. pera nia ..pera ko din .. problema nia .prinoproblema ko rin :) that's how close we were ..
He's my baby .. i feed him ..i cut his nails .. i comb his hair .. i fix his clothes .i do his assignments..projects..researches.. i give him what he want....
I dont expect him to do something in return ..seeing him happy is enough for me to smile :))
We reached the SENIOR YEAR ..last year of being a high school.... we're still close ...
There's no problem in him naman ee .. Its OK for me to give him what he want :))
But i never thought that the guy I treated as my baby and my bestfriend will cause me PAIN ...
April 1,2011 -- graduation ball ... we were force to dance ..<bawal daw kasi ang K.J>
then our teacher told us"LADIES CHOICE" ..girls will choose from the group of boys whom to dance....
I chose him .. Im already holding his hands when he saw one of my pretty classmate and said he will dance with her ..And so ..I let them. ...Im so disgusted....What even made me angry with him is that he told me to bring out my cam and take a picture of them ...<jeeeeeezzzz!!!kapal nam mukha !!!!>
I cried .. When asked by my classmates why...I didnt let them know...Idont want them to pity me .. :(
I cried not because Ive been embarassed but because the person who made me feel that was my very bestfriend :(
When we're about to go home.,,.He approached me and even tried to get my balloon .Without even knowing how much pain he gave me :(
That night I slept at my friend's house ..I cant keep it myself that's why I told them the truth :( They comforted me and stopped me from crying :'(
The next day we (the seniors have an outing)when we went back at my friend's house where i slept..some of my classmates were there ..Including him !
I pretend that I'm not seeing him..I dont give any attention to him !! I have lots of baggages that i am carrying when he offered his help ..He carried my shoes and tried to be near me but im not talking to him !!
We arrived at our outing place still not talking to him .... He borrowed my digicam and said"Patingin ng mga pictures kagabi.." <jeeezz!! ganto na ba kakapal am mukha neto ?>
My friends noticed his changes and said to me that ''siguro naisip nya ung ginawa " .....
I bought a cheese cake for me to eat ..Then he's looking at me.. I cant try to be angry with him.. I called him and said' Lika hati tayo' ..Again.. That was it .. Bati uli kami :))
Un :)) I noticed his changes too ^^ he's always beside me..trying to make me smile :)) I have a wide understanding ..I know that's his way of saying sorry :)
'apology accepted sir :)
right now ..we're still having our communication with each other..Nagpapatulong pa nga manligaw ee :))
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--♥♥this is us--♥♥
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senxa na wala ako gana magsulat ee.. but i promise(to myself)gagawa ako ng magagandang blog ..kahet walang magbasa at mag.idolize..haha :DD
