To be honest, I have a lot of guy friends,BUT there are 2 boys who are so special to me ♥:))
One of them is a transferee of section B,that even in just a short period of time,he treated me as his bestfriend just because we've been seatmates :)) <awwwwww!!!> I remember the first time we talked....(at that time there are criminology students from a university and taught us about drugs..well we're not that eager to learn bout their topic thats why we talked a lot ...One of them noticed that were getting bored that's why,he let us exercised & my ''seatmate''makes landi landi to me,like punching me..but not that sakit naman :))
After their teaching,we need to go back to our room again ... When im about to stand ,Im shocked when he guggled my nose so long and keeps saying the words''ang cute cute mo!!!!!!!!!!!" That time we're not bestfriends pa :O
That very night....he said can we be bestfriends ? I said ... why not? Then he suggest from that day on we'll be calling each other BHEST<chicky right???>haha :)) pangjejemon ^^
Good thing there's facebook..we're always chatting with each other...I remember the exact date (OCT.26,2010)when he said the words ''ILOVEYOU"..I was so shocked I dont know what to say :/ Then he said he want me and he wanted to court me.I dont know what to say .. I dont know what to answer..All i know in my mind was that he must be kidding or the one that im chatting with was her girlfriend...
I know it's just a JOKE ..but i BELIEVED every word that he've mentioned...Then few days after...he said he was SORRY .. he was DRUNK that time and out of mind <gggggrrrrrr!!! who the hell cares?> I said its OK..though deep in me i wanted to cry out loud :'(
Days passed by and the friendship that we've started was like FORGOTTEN at all...We see each other at school,I'm always smiling to him but he's ignoring me just like nothing between us happened ...sucks :/ I was badly hurt..I want to slap him but I know am not at the right place to do what i wanted !
That was it !! I thought everything between us ended .... But in the late afternoon of February 16,2011...he'd waited for me to go home ... my friends said that he waited for me so long :)) I'm not expecting him to do that ..
I saw him and he said ''best...can we talk???'' I said sure ! :) He talked to me and cried because her girlfriend broke up with him ... I want to comfort him but I'm afraid ,,thinking that others will see us ..Im shocked when he invited me to go to their house ..( What the hell will i do there ?) I said it's too late and I have to go somewhere ... Im shocked when he grabbed my hand and hold it so tight that i can feel the pain .. :/
i knew i have to understand him because he's drunk :> again !! urgh >.< We we're about to cross the street (with him holding my hand ) when her girlfriend was walking and shouting at him(hoi..kanina ka pa namin hinahanap !!) My bestfriend's bestfriend grabbed me so fast and pretend that we're lovers ..duh!! i can see the disappointment at my bestfriends face and I want to explain to her girlfriend what had happened but no words can come out from my mouth .. His bestfriend join me going home:( atleast i found a hero in him :))
I dont want to forget him just because of what had happened ..... Im still hoping that we can return our old friendship :)) But as days passes by .... that HOPE is slowly vanishing :( knowing that the day of our graduation is fast approaching at that time :((((
The day of our graduation arrived... I was so sad not being able to talk to him ...I was again SHOCKED knowing that we got the same special award "MOST FRIENDLY'' haha :DD After the graduation rites we took pictures together with my friends .. My sister wanted to take a picture of me and him but im shy to join him ...And so.I went home...... INCOMPLETE !!!
That night was our graduation ball also :)) ♥_♥ I was expecting to have fun :)) Yes .. I do have fun but not really ..ahehe ^^
We're having our talks(me&my friends)when my bestfriend went in our table and i thought he was going to dance me ..but i was disappointed because he danced one of my smartest classmate .. He then again went at us and danced my bestfriend(girl bestfriend) and again danced with one of my friends... I wanted to run and cry :( when he was dancing with my bestfriend im watching them ..she saw me and said something to him ....When out of the blue,he went at my front and said''BEST,"and lend his hand to me :)) <awwwwww!!>
I dont know what to feel ..I was so nervous ..flattered..tensed . clumsy ..Jeeeeeezzzzzzz!!!
when we're having our danced .. he said to me the words that ive been waiting for .......
""BEST,IM SORRY " 'kanina pa kita gustong isayaw pero nahihiya ako baka tanggihan mo .(jeez!if he
only knew!) i dont know that he's been observing me pala ..he said that all the things we've had together .
wee :)) I was supposed to be happy but i dont exactly feel that emotion! I looked at his eyes ... I knew in myself he wanted to do something ..(ok ..ill be honest..he wanted to kiss me )) but im avoiding him ..id called for my classmate to take a picture of us just to avoid his kiss :)) ahaha :D
At the end of our dance ..yes i knew he wanted to hug and kiss me .. but im afraid >.< because their are lot of people there .. He said ..BEST....THANK YOU ♥ :))
I cant believe that we can still fix our friendship ...Although its the last time that we'll see each other again ....atleast we've given the chance to say sorry to each other !!
I Love My Bestfriend So Much ♥♥
i hope someday...when we see each other again ..he will still remember me as the girl who fall inlove with him secretly and the girl who've been her BESTFRIEND ♥_♥
that's it :)) ahaha :D
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